Archive for July, 2011

July 22, 2011

Be Blessed

It’s another beautiful night for me and my Honey. He woke up early and sent me online messages to start our chat. It’s a serious talk about our personalities. It’s about being a good person to ourselves and to our loved ones.

Being married to someone who is a complete opposite of your own individuality is not an easy task to handle.  But I am lucky he is open to the possibilities of change and goodness towards ourselves and others.

Marriage is beautiful, it’s worth one’s sacrifice, love and faith, an union that has to be shared beautifully with whom we have promised to be with for a lifetime. With me and my husband, distance has been serving us its cruelty. And longing is its revenge for being so in love with someone who stays half the world from me.

Honey, thanks for the beautiful surprise. I Love You.

July 20, 2011

Only In My Poetry


I crave to write lines

perpetuating the agony of my forgiving keyboard.


I crave the sound of it pounding

the heart beatings of thy soul.


I crave the honest movements of my fingers,

throwing out the words left

like for a million days

in the shadow of my silence.


I crave my soul

imposing mashed thoughts

of a shattered rainbow

to a clean sheet of blank word document.


I crave you cradling my loving words

left in vagueness

together with the undefined timeline

of an armful union.


I crave myself serving you a plate of my fruit-salad poem

and allowing to taste

the yummy delicacy of my poetry.


I crave myself being lullabied

in your cradle of promises

where all I could hear

are the whispers of an embracing paradise.


At the end, all I can only afford

is the ultimate waking

by the truthfulness of reality

and all I could see

is only the paradise I try to behold

(like a girl holding her beautiful doll)

in the sub-continents of my wishful poetry.

July 19, 2011

Live, Love, Faith

Happiness is when I get to chat or talk with my Husband. A daily dosage of his online messages is enough to make me feel I am blessed, even if we get to meet only through our lines. Also, a daily dosage of his voice brings life to this longing  heart, just hearing him speak and utter any word deceives the loneliness in me.

Thoughts of him shelter me when I long to embrace him.

Indeed, longing is such a painful word, especially when that elusive person is your Better Half. And knowing that distance conspires with time against your longing…way too cruel.  But all I can do is to keep loving and beholding. There is no beautiful gift than being married to the one you love.

For me, being lucky means being TOGETHER and happily spending the rest of your lives together. Growing old together, for me, is a contentment that I am still pursuing at the moment.

Be thankful, I must say. Be thankful because you’re together with your husband or your wife. You just live once. Each of us has just one life to live and spending that with our love ones is one major priority that must not be forsaken. So stay happy together and live life to the fullest.

Cherish life, live, love and have faith. Share the goodness of life.

July 18, 2011

Loving Notes From My Sweetest

Uttering your word to mine

For what is yours is also mine

What is mine is truly ours

And not mine alone.

July 18, 2011

Hope This Note Warms Your Heart

How i wish the loving words I am sending you always would embrace you tight for you to feel that every minute i think of you, I am defying distance for you to feel that though we’re far apart, you’ll feel the warmth of my heart..

July 18, 2011

Quote, 11.1

Marriage becomes hard work once you have poured the entirety of your life’s expectations for happiness into the hands of one mere person. Keeping that going is hard work.

— Elizabeth Gilbert (Committed: A Skeptic Makes Peace with Marriage)


July 18, 2011

Poems From My Husband

You remind me of Spring

When everything blooms

Life springs

Plants grow

Birds sings

Eternal light brings joy

To my world that was just sleeping.



July 18, 2011

A Letter To My Dearest

My Dearest,

When you reached for my hand

I knew you were the one

We laughed and talked for hours

like I’d known you forever

Like… a… dream or something from a book

True love has found me

One star..

brighter than the others

Two Hearts..

beating for each other

Now I see wishes really come true.

I love you.

Your Wife

July 18, 2011

Letter To My Husband



I still have the currents every time we talk Hon…still it feels like the old days before our marriage. My excitements being your girlfriend are still alive even we’re married already. My feet feel so cold every time we talk even it’s merely an online conversation. Sigh, I am so happy…I love you. It feels heaven always just hearing your voice and feeling your emotions as you tell your stories…Love our talk tonight. And thank you for the stories told. I love you so much.


Your Wife

July 18, 2011

For You

Just to look at your smile

Makes me feel the warmth in your heart

That keeps me floating

All through out my day


Though you’re far away

You’re the first one

That comes to my mind

In every day of my mornings

To give you my hugs

And cuddle in your arms

Like a baby


It’s you that I always want to be with

For the rest of my life

Laugh with you

Giggle while walking

Hand in hand

And share with you

The sight of dawn

And to see how the sun sets

Every day


I want to see how sleep conquers you

Every night

And hear you breathe

While I keep you warm

With these loving blanket

Which has been waiting for you

All these years.


I want to give you my lap

And sleep on it

While I ran my fingers

Through your thick hair

And just watch intensely

The face that captured me.


I want to feel your chest against mine

And keep you close tightly

Like it’s going to be our last.


I want to hold your palms

And let them feel my face

So that you’ll always remember how

It keeps seeking you in your absence.


I love you

The three words you’ll always hear from me

Until the rest of our lives

The three words that will always be

For you.